thank you my friends

Dear Friend

You may not have stood beside me
or touched my hand each day
but I knew that you were with me
each step along the way.

Your prayers and thoughts and glances
meant more than you will know
'cause I keep them down deep in my heart
and feel the love aglow.

It's there for me to rekindle
to light the path I take
It guides me,holds me, rocks me,
each morning I awake.

I knew that you'd be with me
each step along the way
'cause GOD gave you to me,with love
to keep my fears at bay.



Not Perfect

There are many ways to describe a friend
There are many wise sayings that help us understand

But the truth beyond it all
Is that a friend
Is so much more
Its more than a caring touch
its more than a friendly smile

When you have one true friend
Its more than your share, they say
Many of us have friends who are
Less than perfect, we might as well say

Sometimes they manage to stab us in the back
Sometimes they fail to comfort us in time of need
Sometimes they fail to heal our wounds when we bleed

We all need friends as they need us
We aren't perfect neither are they
But no matter how imperfect
True friends will remain true friends
........ Forever


Memories

Within my book of memories,
Are special thoughts of you.
And all the many nice things
You often say and do -

As I turn the pages,
And recall each single thought,
I realize the happiness
That knowing you has brought.

There are memories of the times we've shared
Both bright and sunny days.
There are memories of your kindness
And your friendly thoughtful ways.

There are memories of all those notes,
we would write back and forth,
When we would just get together,
And talk of this or that.

And when I recall these memories
As I go along life's way,
I find they grow more precious still
With every passing day

I LOVE YOU

I love you more than you can imagine
When I see your face it brighten up my day
I love you more than words can ever tell
Even more than what I'm about to say

I don't remember the last time i felt like this
You make me feel the real me
You don't know how happy it makes me
When I can share things with you, comfortably

All of your hugs makes me feel free
From all the drama and trouble that life brings my way
If I would have one wish and one wish only
I wish for this love to be here to stay

my fav songs

These are my 2 fav songs.. enjoy!!!

This Boy
by: James Morrison

This boy wants to play
There's no time left today
It's a shame coz he has to go home
This boy's got to work, got to sweat
Just to pay what he gets to get left all alone

Let's step outside
Let's go for a ride just for a while
No we won't get caught
Well that's what I thought until we cried

I'm still here
But it hasn't been easy
I'm sure
That you had your reasons
I'm scared
Of all this emotion
For years I've been holding it down
For years I've been holding it down

This girl tries her best every day
But it's all gone to waste
Coz there's no one around
This girl she can draw she can paint
Likes to dance she can skate
Now she don't make a sound

We'll play in the park until it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home
With mud on our clothes
She won't be pleased

For years I've been holding it down
And I'd love to forgive and forget
So I'll try to put all this behind us
Just know that my arms are wide open
The older I get the more than I know
Well it's time to let this go

I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go
I got to let it go




Pieces Don't Fit Anymore Lyrics

mcm2

mcm2 happened last weekend... ngan mak aku nyer big day, keta rosak & saw an accident kat corner tu... sorry la ek, ni la result nyer kalau bdk kecik yg jadi photographer...

sesi taklimat / suai kenal ngan juru nikah.. heheheh...

the akad nikah

alhamdulillah.. mak aku dah bergelar isteri kepada
Hj Mohd Noor bin Hashim
with 2 lafaz...

batal air sembahyang..
(psst... cincin tak muat.. hehehe)

keta plak rosak this weekend, tapak clutch pecah & keta tukar clutch plate.. kena rm480.00 bf bayor... heheheheh i like

as usual, t/hari ahad aku mesti tdo nyer kan!!... tgh syok2 tdo tu.. gedegang!!!!! aku terus melompat from katil.. risau gak sbb keta aku kat bawah masa tu, kot2 terlanggar keta aku ke apa... dlm mamai2 tu aku jenguk kat sliding door.. tgk accident.. keta langgar pokok... alhamdulillah, keta aku ok... dlm keta tu ada 3 bdk cina dlm umur 18-21 aku rasa...

selang 1 2 mins gitu, aku & k lili dengar ada org mengerang dlm longkang.. k lili terus kuar tgk ada budak lelaki keling dlm longkang... terperosok tak bermaya dia dlm longkang tu.. sian dia... longkang tu kan dlm.. en rasidan masuk kira sampai kepala gak la.. kepala bdk keling tu berdarah byk... tgk darah byk bertangkung.. longkang tu kan ada air2... panic la suma org... termasuk aku!!

aku rasa keta tu mmg laju tambah plak tu sharp corner.. keta berpusing.. maybe terlibas bdk keling tu then langgar pokok... keta dpn hancur, airbag dua2 habis, cermin depan retak tp tak pecah.. belakang calar balar tp ok la, tak hancur.. call ambulance & polis as usual mmg la lembab dorang ni kan...

nasib baik dlm reramai org tu, this 1 indian man tau bdk ni dok mana.. so gi panggil parents dia.. parents sampai dulu b4 ambulance.. as keling being keling kan.. ttp la nak bergaduh ngan bebdk cina ni.. heheheh.. ngeng betul... pas tu org kat situ, calm kan bapak bdk keling, suruh dia gi hospital, selamatkan anak dia...

bebdk cina tu, sorang je luka, maybe tersepit kot.. luka dia kecik, but dlm.. aku nampak la isi2 putih.. suma lepak kat rumah k lili sementara nak tunggu help dtg...

D BEST PART, when neighbour k lili dtg, tanya aku camner blh accident, aku ckp tak tau la, dengar bunyi jek... pas tu dia ckp.. heheheh.. tempat ni mmg keras, ada lintasan.. hehehe... arwah bapak dia pernah nampak!! aku terus blah.. aku start terpikir, aku kan suka2 kuar tgh2 mlm, konon alihkan keta tp sebenarnya aku melados sedas dua... nasib baik la tak nampak apa2..hehehehe..

heheheh... mcm2...

p/s baru aku tau aku tak leh tgk darah sebenarnya.. semlm tgk darah tu, tetiba aku rasa nak pitam... terus masuk cari minyak cap kapak.. heheheh.... badan je besar!!!! hehehehe

sabar2

its has been a while aku tak memblogging.. bz!! hehehe.. bz ke?? nothing much la.. this weekend mak nikah.. aku incharge fruits hantaran je.. saturday morning tu biasa la jadi james here and there... then next week school holiday, k bb plan lepak rumah aku.. am alright with it, cuma aku la tak bebas sgt.. hehehe...

pak yus!!?? i think am started to like him... rindu2an la plak.. bahaya ni!! yesterday lunching2 kat madam kwan bangsar & mlm supper kat ali's bistro.. sampai rumah 1am, terus tdo.

biasala kalau jumpa dia, byk sesi luahan perasaan.. terlalu byk dugaan utk dia tempuhi. all i can say is, bersabar la.. aku takut aku ni jek yg ter'carried away'... semlm pun aku rasa mcm nak je pegang tangan dia.. hehehe.. sabar2!!!

8/8

so today is my 32nd bday... ramai gak yg dok me'wish2' since last night...

and 2 days ago, pak yus smsed me asking about my email add.. gave him & rupanyer nak ajak aku gi minum2... i dont what should i think now... this is d one!! adakah allah mengurniakan apa yg aku mintak on my 32nd bday!!! mek confuse!!!

This is his reply when i asked the purpose of our meeting:
haha let me guess... u spent much time before sleep last night thinking about purpose of our wed meeting... kan? ye la tetiba je kan. well actually nothing solid yet... I just thought that you're an interesting creature to check out ..hehe..or let me just say that reasons to our mtg belong to the Almighty. Lets just hope it'll head us towards something good. (apa ke makna nyer itewww)

the BIG BIG QUESTION MARKS are:
1. is he financially stable?
2. is he serious on this matter?
3. is he capable to cope - me & 3 children
3. how is his physical condition going to affect me?

yesterday night, engaged ngan dia almost 2hrs. berasap gak telinga

as promised earlier, am going out with pak yus for coffee2 this evening, kat ge. Feeling?? of course bercampur baur - segan, malas!!!.. i really dont know what to expect...

family weekend

Last weekend gi aman perdana @ meru aka rumah baru k lili... ya ampun, jauhnyer & siap la nak bayar tol!!! bercinta lagi la nak blk sana...

d new hse ok la, besar.. Semi D la katakan... 3 rooms upstair & family area. Bawah 1 guest room. k lili mentioned nak extend belakang, buat bilik maid.. but i like most is, d dapur is big.... sampai blh buat island cabinet la kat tgh2 tu... siap kan je la ongkos nyer yer....

snapped some photo, just for ideas (mana la tau in future, kot2 aku nak reno rumah aku plak, heheheh)

the living hall wall is fixed with mirror... ( i like!!!)

living hall from different angle

for dining hall... i like this

and this. (i like both equally, hehehe)

for the wash area...

otw blk, singgah mkn kat big plate.. tak sedap!!! sedap lagi station 21. nothing much la this weekend, cuma melayan iman & yaya je... sunday blk ampang, mak ikut...

mak suka

Ko tau semlm aku blk rumah, aku blh sesat kat dlm parking tu.. Sengal betul!! Tetiba aku blh lupa parking aku tingkat berapa. Parking spot aku ingat!!! Aku pusing2 sampai P4.. Parking aku ni P2 ke, P3 ke P4!!??? Keta waja yg selalu park sebelah aku pun tak de... aku nak tgk parking sticker, tak de la plak.. aku dah bukak hari tu, now tak tau mana aku letak, maybe dah terbuang kot... Last2 ngan confident nyer, aku park je kat P3... Lantak la.. aku dah tak kuasa nak pikir which floor. Nasib baik betul!! Kalau kena clamp, tak pasal je terbang duit aku...

Sampai rumah, tgk bf aku ada, tgh betulkan tingkap yg tercabut tu.. Dengan lenggeng selamba, dia gi ambik screw tingkap kat lif tu... Suka hati dia jek!!! Tgh lepak2 tgk manja, dia ajak gi beli rantai for my bday.. Next week dia bz, takut tak de time.

So we drove all the way to subang.. Went to my favourite kedai. Tgk2, ada yg berkenan, white gold rantai & diamond pendant... Pas tu aku berkenan kat 1 earing ni.. aku ckp ngan bf aku, "its ok, earing ni i bayar sendiri, u bayar rantai & pendant je". Aku pun nak gak reward diri aku once a year during my bday, ya tak!!?? Tawar punya tawar, rantai, pendant and a pair of diamond earing dpt rm2300.. Last2 bf aku ckp, "its ok, i bayar suma!"... Sayang bf aku!!!

ni la rantai & pendant nyer!!!

ni plak rantai, pendant & earning nyer...
(hehehe chinonet earing tu)

Pas beli rantai, gi giant, beli brg2 rumah sket.. beli iron board yg aku idam2kan tu... susah betul tak de iron board ni... pas tu beli la toiletries sket... Dia beli mentol down light, dah terbakar!!! Bf aku belanja suma gak....

Tapi kekadang aku sian kat bf aku ni.. Dia bkn nyer ada duit pun.. Sana nak sara, sini nak sara.. Tapi bila memikirnya yg aku ni selalu mkn hati, biarlah... Dia yg janji nak beli, bkn aku mintak... Blk, mkn satay hj samuri kat r&r kesas... aku belanja!!!... ala aku belanja satay rm11.40 air rm3... compared to him yg spend utk aku mlm ni je almost rm2500...

Sampai rumah, mandi.. tgk tv sket.. and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

Hari ni aku kena blk subang.. eee... malasnyer nak drive... sian iman & yaya dah 3 weeks tak jumpa!! iman siap simpan stickers dia coz nak main ngan aku... He started to call me, princess asu.. tadi aku call dia, masa nak letak tu, dia ckp "goodbye, princess asu"... cute sgt bunyi, aku gigit kang!!!

about me

Ok la since this is my 1st day ada blog. Aku nak citer sket la pasal aku tak berapa nak best ni.

Nama aku Norfaizah bt Nordin.. Kengkawan baik aku panggil aku afiqq tapi officemates aku panggil aku faizah (formal sket). Date of birth 08 August, 1975, dilahirkan di Kuala Lumpur. Aku bangga menjadi org KL.. heheheh... I'm the youngest of 6, tapi the eldest dah meninggal, so now kami tinggal berlima je la... Bapak aku dah meninggal dunia 32 years old, when i was like 3 mths or so. So aku mmg tak pernah kenal bapak aku & pernah merasa kasih sayang seorang yg bergelar bapak.. (hisk.. hish... this is d sedih part of my life). My mother is still around, alhamdulillah she's still sihat walafiat.

Standard 1 sampai Form 5 aku sekolah kat Methodist Girls School, KL (known as sekolah aladin, kalau korang tgk monograme ni ha.. ada gambar lampu aladin). Sekolah aku byk monyet siot.. Pernah one time, monyet curik kuih raya aku.. Cis!! I had fun gak masa sekolah dulu. Aku la paling taiko kat sekolah.. Time rehat aku suka mkn nasi goreng ngan daging burger je.. Kalau beli full burger singgit.. Kalau beli daging je, singgit dpt 2.. hehehehe. Aku plak mmg jenis suka bawak air gi sekolah. Aku tak malu, beb! Tak mcm anak sedara aku sekarang, semua segan nak bawak bekal.. Balance duit sekolah normally aku simpan.. Pas tu gi main rollerskate kat Sg Wang.


Ni padang sekolah aku. Dulu time aku, padang ni botak siot... Kat sini la P.E, kat sini assembly, kat sini la practice marching. Over-used kot sbb tu rumput tak leh nak tumbuh. Now dah cantik!! Kalau korang perasan, belakang tu is Masjid Negara.


Ni plak hall, pernah gak aku aku perform atas stage ni... Sekolah aku ada gak menghasilkan celebrities2 - sheila majid, ziela jalil, julia rais, ex-menteri & a few models yg aku tak ingat nama dorang. The best part was, aku pernah organize a malay wedding ceremony for our annual consert. Aku jadi leader, cari baju songket, buat bunga telur, benda2 merenjis tu.. heheh.. Guru besar aku suka, siap puji2 segala la... & part paling aku tak suka is back stage.. scary semcm jek!!!....

After form 5 aku masuk uitm (formerly known as itm - aku suka lagi sebut itm from uitm) buat diploma. Abis belajar, aku keje... Dah keje, boring plak.. Then aku ckp ngan mak aku, aku nak sambung degree. Dia ckp nak belajar sponsor sendiri.. AYO!!! Camner lak tu...

So aku pun start cari keje kat Shah Alam, alhamdulillah berkat keazaman aku nak belajar, aku dpt keje. So bila dpt keje, aku cari rumah. At d same time my diploma friends (maria, ely, pnat and some new friends) pun buat degree, tapi dorang buat full time.. So aku dok ngan dorang la during my degree. My 1st application was rejected coz working experience aku cukup setahun. Ntah apa2 je requirement, tak de kena mengena.

Almost 4 years dah since i did my degree. Now aku keje & dok kat Ampang. Biasa lah idup kan, sure ada ups and downs. Because of that ups & downs tu la yg menjadikan AKU seperti hari ni...

outing ngan ween

Ptg kuar ngan ween gi tgk haru biru kat klcc. Janji kul 515 but then i was tight up kat office plak.. 645 baru boss beram.. sian dia tunggu aku lama....

Citer tu ok2 je la.. aku bagi 2 out 5... A story about 3 best friends - kid (que haidar), ariana (dynaz) & sapa ntah aku tak ingat (ijoy). Ok gak lakonan ijoy, aku rasa this is the 1st time dia berlakon as main role. Betty, aku rasa kena improve lagi acting skill dia coz intonation sama je from start citer sampai habis.. heheheh... Audio dia plak kureng memuaskan je!!


Pas movie mkn kat chilis... Makan sambil borak2, aween citer la about her & her abg sasa.. hhehheee... tu la ek, everybody has their own problems and dilemma.. Then she mentioned about going to sembunyi spa.. aku mmg really need to get pampered pun.. Will ask ely to join. Sampai rumah around 1130... Sms-ed lazli, he just got back from jakarta/bandung... Tak tau dia beli apa utk aku... maybe fridge magnet lagi kot!!... tak beli pun tak nok, mak tak sentap... takkan everytime gi jakarta/bandung nak beli souvenir kot....

Then i called it a day la, dah ngantuk bangat.....